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Written on 17/5 ~

Gosh, I feel tempted to move to tumblr.  Idk why. It’s okay. I will stay here But if anything happends I will inform you stalkers

Today’s a Monday, a brand new day of a whole new week Expected it to be very exciting and miraculous. Instead, sh*tz everywhere.

I just calculated HOW MANY SUBJECTS will I pass and I only counted a total of THREE subjects. That’s how bad my middle term is gonna be -.- andand the treatment at home is slightly better than school, DEFINITELY. They will just start nagging at us for us to do better and yadaya~, the  students dont even bother any sh*t except for e PINCHful. I could say a handful but i still think a handful is too big t even get whatever the teacher says into their thick skulls. And I believe, I’m NEVER included in this pinchful.

Dad always tells me to work harder, just like the teachers, but I took note of none. Uh, I think this year I REALLY didn’t even listen to any shit. I can never concentrate like how I used to -.- I won’t say the reason here. It’s to private to be publicised. and better not f*cking spam me in school asking WHY.

Gosh, I need something to cheer me up tomorrow. It’s gonna be a long and earful day. God, allow me to handle all this punishments for my misdoings >< If just i could send email & text messages to God about my wishes and etc., gosh, that would be cool but duh, annoying. I’ll probably ask God to hurry gimme someone who would love me for life xD Obviously everyone wants that ._.

Today was slightly mad + sad. I don’t wanna talk about it yet. But all I know I have secure an A-grade already so i’m SAFE. Because i got a B-grade the term before. gosh. Though it’s an A-,  I’m still thankful I got one already. whew~ The other subject? i don’t wanna talk about it. Felt so depressed by it. Tried every means to get over it but 1/4 over the total marks,  won’t you feel sad? Yea, that’s exactly what I got. How stupid am i to even feel sad. It’s my own fault for not putting in effort. Even if I were to cry, I’m just being stupid. Crying over something caused on my own.

Morning, beautiful weather. Raining~ ^^ I love it when it rains. Feel so calm and peaceful. All the sorrows you have suddenly disappears.

Walked to school with P. PENG. and later she talked with XX and left me. So, I saw SNur and walked with her instead. Actually she didn’t wanna walk with me cos her dear sister was in front. Sigh. So I end up walking to class with her. Talked about stuff which I forgot already XD hee. The first thing I reached school, someone just gotta nag. It’s HORRIBLE == I get pissed off by her tone & voice. zzz. MOVING ON.

She was talking about what we will be doing next on and on. Gosh, I love it when time flies and when she isn’t in. Next lesson was better. But I feel rather guilty over something related to it. Hope she just understands.

Written on 18/5

Today, release of results. GOSH. I don’t wanna talk about it. You people might think my results are good or whatever, but it seriously SUCKED. Gosh, i didn’t know my do-anyhow-just-hope-you-get-marks method doesn’t work. They always say “at least write something, maybe you will get th marks!” I tried, but what do I still get, A FAIL. Gotta put in more effort. The graduation exam is coming  D: Gosh, if I got this sucky results for graduation, I may become one of those lamb chops in stalls -_________-

Mixed emotions amongst friends. And there’s this f*cking loser that just gotta get on my nerves. Throwing rubbish onto me. It is said that it wasn’t on purpose but wtf. If you have NOTHING better to do, go do your smoking and do not try to disturb me. I bite to unknown disturbance.

Oh the case was, some loser threw papers at me when it was supposed to be aimed at Ann. WTF. I’m so pissed i feel like throwing everything on the floor to his chair. zzz.

Let’s go on. Results weren’t good. But for some subjects, the teachers just gave their remarks and then continue Hee. Especially English and Social Science. I love the teachers teaching these 2 subjects. <3 They still laugh around with us and stuffs. hee.

Had Physical Fitness test after school. Grr. They took up our time after school so that we won’t miss a freaking lesson on anything. zz. But I did well I kinda topped for everything ^^ But yea, I can never beat my friend over the other class. She, Jocee, got a 225cm for SBJ, 9.9 for S.Run, 48 for sit-ups. Idk the rest but that’s all I know. For me, I only achieved a 192cm for SBJ,  10.4 for S.Run and 50 for sit-ups. If just the assess my Physical Fitness rather than using brains and stuffs, I could have pass with flying colours.

Narsha was kinda like what I looked up upon while doing sit-ups. SHE, reaching 48 in 30 seconds, I can’t believe it. and my dearbb Tiffany got a 20 range only. It’s okay, hun. You’re still my idol I remember panting hardly last year for sit-ups. and I just reached a 30 -________- zzz. If it wasn’t for S&R, I could have gotten a Gold. So pissed with that part. andand, I’m NOT mentioning anything that happened during SBJ. Keep it private and confidential

I’m done for today, coming back soon. Intensive Revision has come up, but that’s good. I’ll see those peeps longer than usual ^^

You make me tingle tingle~

I seriously don’t know what this feeling is.