Primary World

Today, I had hoped to be strong enough to face it when I see her. But I guess God didn’t hear my wishes.

I came to school, usual timing. Not late, not anything. There she was, behind me. I don’t know what to do. I can’t be like running away because I’m already seated. So.. I had to just continue sitting and ignoring her.

And the truth is, I nearly teared. Everything just replays. And at that point of time, I’m all alone. My eyes got so teary, but I held on. As I see my friends coming,  gotta pretend I was just yawning.

I can’t be doing this for every other day I see her. dang. Why must you be so cruel and different? We could have had more fun together if you hadn’t change. I always enjoyed every moment with you.  And you used me just to avoid yourself from getting scolded. ):

Pure Manipulation. When I actually didn’t mind you distancing from me.

I say I’m all fine at home, but in school I am the opposite. I’m not fine.

and, to my friends, I’m not a thief. I don’t continue taking things even when the atmosphere turns serious.

& Maybe some of you don’t understand my current condition.

I joke if people accept my joke. Other than that, don’t come and joke with me.